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[0184] is gone, with ^{the old} eyes to be, there is of
course xx ^the house on the canal where
mother died ^{lay dying}, in the early autumn,
after her long widowhood, and the

[0207] bench by the weir where I used to sit,
day after day, ^{watching her window, xx} wishing she were dead.
[0223] I was there when the blind went down,
throwing a ball for a dog I remember.
from where I could see her window.[0208] I
used to sit there, day after day, wishing
she were dead ^gone.

[0210] Quite a number of
people I got to xx know then, by
appearances, nurses ^nursemaids and children,
old men, and dogs.

[0223] I was there
when the blind went down, throwing
a ball for a dog as xx xxx it
happened. (A switches off, broods,
switches on again) - the blind went
down, the throwing a ball for a dog
as it happened.[0224] I xx looked up and
there it was.

[0226] I x sat on for a few
minutes with the [⁁]^{ball in my hand and} dog barking ^{and pawing} at me.
[0233] Then I held out the ball to me ^{it out to me him} and
he took it in his mouth, very gently.
[0234] An old ^black tennis ball it was, all black
and sodden, but not punctured.
[0235] (Pause.)[0236] I wonder is that the kind of thing. ^{how much there is there}.

[0241] Pause
[0244] Creatively ^{Intellectually} a disheartening year ^{year of discouragement} until
that unforgettable day ^night in March, [⁁]^{at the end of the pier, [⁁] [ADDITION]Addition on page 15vin the high wind} when
I suddenly saw the whole thing.

[0246] This, is
what I have I realized in the Winehouse,
is what I have chiefly to record this
evening against the day when all my
work is ^{will be} done and perhaps no place in my ^place
left in my memory for ^of the wonder that
made it possible place left in my
memory, and no thankfulness
for the wonder that made it possible.

[0247] What I saw then was briefly this.
The principles on which had been
The assumption on which I had going