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[0111] So on till stayed when to his ears from deep within oh how and here a word he could not cartch it were to end where never till then. [0112] Rest then before again from not long to so long that perhsaps never again and then again faint from deep within oh how and here that missing word again it were to end where never till then. [0113] In any case whatever it might be to end and son on was he not already as he stood there all bowed down and to his ears faint from deep within again and again oh how something and so on was he not so far as he could see already there where never till then? [0114] For how could even such a one as he having once found himself in such a place not shudder to find himself in it again which he had not done nor having shuddered seek help in vain in the thought so-called that having somehow got out of it then he could somehow get out of it again which he had not done eirther. [0115] There then all this time where never till then and so far as he could see in every direction when he raised his head and opened his eyes no danger or hope as the case might be of his ever getting out of it. [0116] Was he then now to press on regardless now in one direction and now in another or on the other hand stir no more as the case might be that is as that missing word might be which if to warn such as sad or bad for exeample then of course in spirte of all the one and if the reverse then of coulr course the other that is stir no more. [0117] Such and much more such the hubbub in his mind so-called till nothing left from deep within but only ever fainter oh to end;. [0118] No matter how not matter where. [0119] Time and grief and self so-called. [0120] Oh all to end.